I am a moment over a week into summer vacation and how quickly my mind and body have taken hold of the opportunities for refreshed breath. Teaching is what I do for profession, not to become weathy, but because it is something I was born to do. I reside in WI. As you most likely are quite politically savey, that may speak volumes for the disquieting nature of my profession. Compounding this complex professional climate are the mountainous mandates and initiatives placed on teachers right now. We are being closely watched by those almost too thrilled to find fault in an industry they chose not to understand nor study. It has been a year that has depleted my tank and run me quite dry, if not for the children and my colleagues.
This past year was a year of change for me within my classroom, within my school and district. I chose to redirect my teaching practices to an age group of children I had only taught while student teaching 16 years ago: grades 7 and 8. NBW (New Berlin West) English Department assumed a massive curricular challenge and undertaking when new Common Core MAPS curriculum landed in our "in boxes" at the close of summer break last year. A full commitment to RTI and Inclusion became a district-wide reality along with mandated PLC (Professional Learning Community) meetings three mornings a week. Reading initiatives became a focus of weekly PD (professional development) and increasing reading scores a must. Did I mention we started the year with two brand new APs (assistant principals), a new Superintendent, and three new English teachers? I found myself on a LCL committee (Literacy Curriculum Leader) and as a PM (professional mentor). As the school year came to a close, I feverishly taught to the final bell these new children new MAPS curriculum, along with my PLCs the PD reading strategies amidst the replacement of our LCL leader, the resignation of our principal and AP, all while relocating my classroom into the former room of yet another resigned English teacher closer to the students I just finished teaching for the first time. Whew. Now you know why I needed to. . . just. . . breathe.
The reality of my profession remains truth. I will never become financially wealthy teaching your children, no matter how many hours, sweat, committees, late nights, initiatives, tears, sleepless nights, and sweat I devote to them. But I will change them, and hopefully I will make their lives mean even more, their minds empowered even more, their hearts filled even more, and their memories fond of the nine months that I am blessed with them. But believe me. I would not be able to do it, if I could not breathe.